YOU HAVE A DREAM CAN YOU SEE THE FUTURE DO U KNOW?
No this is not me on the video it just happened to like it
You can not predict your future but you can have dreams and through
those dreams you can see yourself somewhere in the near future. We
all do this weall have goals and dreams and we hope they may come
true one day. But you are the one who is going to make your dream
reality. Do not just sit on your dream but go out and make it happened.
HOW DID I MAKE MY TEENAGE DREAM COME TRUE, AT THE RIGHT TIME
COVID-19 brought lot's of problems and death, the lockdowns were long and lonely isolation is a state of mind and some can not deal with it but I could.
Working in a cargo ship you are isolated from the rest of the world, in the army you are lonely but those experiences made me tough and I delt with the lockdowns pretty well. In fact the virus gave me another chance to live. Ironic while people loose their lives I discover mine.
I enrol myself to the university with fear in my mind and excitement I went through it they accept me and there I was study criminology and psychology. I felt and act like a teenager I went through all the modules and three years after i got my BA Honours in Science.
Then I went for the masters degree in criminal law and violent crimes. It was tough very hard modules I had to study as much as 10 hours a day but IO was determent this is what I wanted to do all my life.
yes, I can say I made it and I am not proud but pleased with myself that I made it. I wish my sister was alive to see what I have accomplish but I am sure somehow she does.
For the master I spent a great deal of time alone I did not realise but some days I was not talking to anyone not by choice but seems to me the hours were shorter and time was flying.
The days I was by myself I was day dreaming going places and meeting the people I wanted to meet and tell them about my life as it is now. I was worried they will not believe me but I was telling them anyway.
My life has change completely is it for the best? I do not know yet but for now I think I am happy I love what I am doing and I will go till the end .
Rain or snow windy or sunny it is just a weather come and go however your mood changes with rain you are sad with sun happy
It is relaxing to leave all behind and go to a place where you will feel like yourselffree from everything you find peace
Sometimes wearing the wrong shoes feels lijkwe you are in the wrong place at the wrong time now you know what went wrong
Do not punish yourself if things go wrong it is not your fault you did not know how to handle the problem now you do.
AFTER I LIVED MY FIRST LIFE I START LIVING MY SECOND
TEENAGE YEARS
LOOKING FOR MYSELF
Teenage years are the ones I try not to remember . At the age of 16 years old i start working in a cargo ship, it was hell to start with but it got better as my bank account was very healthy. Yes I did have money only for a moment because my family took them to build a house. I call it a nightmare house , I hate it I could not live there. While my school friends were partying and having girlfriends going out I did not have any of these. I remember once I force myself to fall in love but it went disaster. Back to the cargo ship back to my isolation till it was time to join the military service. .
THE ARMY YEARS
THE AWAKENING YEARS
Those army years were a good experience waste of time but it marked the rest of my life. While in the service I discover my sexuality and i came out as a gay man only to myself I could not say anything to my family. I knew they will not understand me so i kept it to myself until much later I came out to my sister. And the way I told my sister it was a bad one. The doctor scared me so I had to tell her I was HIV+. I recall she left her children and came to see me in Athens, why? I have no idea but of course she cared and wanted to see if i am OK. It was late 1980s and gay men were dying one after the other. But i am the tough one because I did survived the Holocaust of the HIV.
ATHENS & MYKONOS
FINALLY HAPPY?
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LONDON IS HOME
NOW
All my travels brought me to London a place that after 30 years I call Home. I can not thing of any other place to live. London have all that I wish for. As criminologist I can not imagine my life anywhere else , I found my place, and i share it with my lovely wild 5 cats, I started with 2 then accidents happened I end up with 3 more. I hope you find yours