KEEP HOLDING ON IN THE PAST WHILE LIFE IS PASSING YOU BY
No this is not me on the video it just happened to like it
You can not predict your future but you can have dreams and through
those dreams you can see yourself somewhere in the near future. We
all do this weall have goals and dreams and we hope they may come
true one day. But you are the one who is going to make your dream
reality. Do not just sit on your dream but go out and make it happened.
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND WE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED
COVID-19 brought lot's of problems and death, the lockdowns were long and lonely isolation is a state of mind and some can not deal with it but I could.
Working in a cargo ship you are isolated from the rest of the world, in the army you are lonely but those experiences made me tough and I delt with the lockdowns pretty well. In fact the virus gave me another chance to live. Ironic while people loose their lives I discover mine.
I enrol myself to the university with fear in my mind and excitement I went through it they accept me and there I was study criminology and psychology. I felt and act like a teenager I went through all the modules and three years after i got my BA Honours in Science.
Then I went for the masters degree in criminal law and violent crimes. It was tough very hard modules I had to study as much as 10 hours a day but IO was determent this is what I wanted to do all my life.
yes, I can say I made it and I am not proud but pleased with myself that I made it. I wish my sister was alive to see what I have accomplish but I am sure somehow she does.
For the master I spent a great deal of time alone I did not realise but some days I was not talking to anyone not by choice but seems to me the hours were shorter and time was flying.
The days I was by myself I was day dreaming going places and meeting the people I wanted to meet and tell them about my life as it is now. I was worried they will not believe me but I was telling them anyway.
My life has change completely is it for the best? I do not know yet but for now I think I am happy I love what I am doing and I will go till the end .
